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Ich bin ein Berliner

No, I am not a jelly donut, I am in fact now a resident of Berlin. Charlottenburg to be precise and I have spent the last week settling it.

The people are friendly, the rent is cheap (as is the beer) and things appear to be possibly looking up.

Moving away from home was easier than I had thought it would be, it has only since I have been here that I have really begun to think about the drastic change in lifestyle I have undertaken.

We shall see how I fair over the next few weeks. Whether I get on and enjoy it, or whether it all disintegrates. For now though, I need to brush up on my German, a language I haven’t really spoken since I was fourteen.

What now?

So my last day at work is due to be Monday 28th February. There it is. Confirmed.

The question; should I have handed in my notice prior to having obtained an alternative position, is a mute one. The decision is taken, the letter handed in.

The only question worth asking is; what’s next?

I suppose I have four options really.

1. Get another job, anything really, just to pay my way. But, what would be the point in that? The whole reason I am making this choice is because I have cast aside a career I had no interest in, why then follow that up with another job that does not satisfy me ei-ther?

2. Take an internship doing something truly interesting. Something that sparks my imagination and something that will require me to use the talents I have. Sounds great but it is cash dependant and whilst I don’t see an immediate problem there (I have a little put away) it is not sustainable.

3. Travel and teach. I have been doing a little research online and it seems as though I could teach English abroad for a while, if I wanted. If I did that it would pay for my ticket out there and keep me in paid work whilst I experience something of a different culture, from there I could go on a travel a bit more with the cash I have put away having earned some interest on it. Then when I came back to Blighty I’d have something to show for the couple of years I’d been away.

4. Do the fabled PhD. Something which has been on the cards to do, at some point, for a couple of years now. Question is how would I do it? Part time? Full time? Presumably research based? What about living, course and incidental costs? Would have the ability to finish it?

The nice thing about the next fourteen weeks is that I have plenty of questions, the not so nice thing is that I am not sure that I have the answers.

Sshhhh… I’m a hunting jobs

As I have handed in my notice without having a job to go to I am currently job hunting. I am actually extremely positive about the whole situation as I simply need to be out of where I am. Now where did I put my good shoes?

….after two years

Following two years of silence on this blog I have taken a decision to start working on it again. I stopped blogging because I started my first “proper” full time job in September 2008 and didn’t really have time to do that, the campaigning I wanted to get in and write on here. Another reason was that I became afraid of criticism.

Two things have altered in the proceeding two years, the first is that I have just handed in my notice. I don’t know what I am going to go and do next but I am sure that what I am doing is so wrong for me, that I simply cannot continue in it. The second reason is really getting hold of myself and saying “get a grip, they’ll agree or disagree. Live with it and get on”.

I have come to a situation in life which I did not expect and certainly did not want; I moved back to my parents, I work in a job I don’t enjoy (yes, as do most people), my friends are all moving away (post-University) and I am not doing what I feel I should be. So, it is really rather simple, I need to start changing this situation now. That is why I have handed in my notice, it’s why I’m exploring options in internships, its why I’m looking at travelling for a little bit and in a way it is part of the reason I have started writing again.

I believe that I have a tendency to get wrapped up in my own self importance, I can become quite lecturing and I don’t like that, so I am just going to write and see how it comes out and if I’m not keen on it I am going to continue writing until I am.

This blog has predominantly been about politics, it’s in the title so I suppose that makes sense, however I am going to be writing about my life and what is going on in it, as part of that I expect there will be some politics.

The Fringe, year seven

Day five at Edinburgh Fringe 2008 and my seventh year here and things are… interesting. So far I have caught the obligatory Fringe Flu, lost my rag once and been out almost every night I have been here. There are several people here that have been before, among who are my good friend Gwen from Louisianna, but who now lives in New Haven Conecticut. Also my brother William is here for the first time this year, albeit only for a week as he is off to V Festival to watch teen bands. We have had some fun with tickets, that is all I will say on that, and an amusing issue today which saw the whole front of house staff and stage tech staff having to lift up the dance floor, the boards underneith and then replace them all in record time, all in all we did about 7 hours work in 45 minutes.

Right I have to go and deal with box office issues.

Polling from YouGov

Good news or bad news for Gordon?

Good news or bad news for Gordon?

It depends on how you look at it, yes the P.M. is still more popular than Miliband, but only by one point, if this coverage continues will the numbers look the same next month. Please note that the polling for this took place over Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday of this week so recent news stories will have had an effect on these numbers, it will perhaps be more interesting to look at what happens when things have died down, that is presuming they do dies down of course. There is of course much more data in this than just Brown vs Miliband but as it is 03:55 I’m not writing any more.

For more coverage of this I would think that Political Betting will be covering this in some depth later this morning.

I am going on my annual jaunt to Edinburgh Fringe Festival tomorrow and won’t be back until the 18th, I will of course try and upload a few things whilst I am there. This will include links to some stuff I am doing for Patrick Sullivan’s new, or rather old but relaunched, blog, more details on this will follow.

A terminal condition?

There was once a time, hard as it may be to believe now, that the New Labour movement wanted the character above to exit the stage leaving the way clear for Gordon Brown. The coup came in September 2006 and brought forward an exit strategy which saw the champion of New Labour, it’s Martin Johnson type figure deposed of power and the man who had craved the job for so long took office on a wave of public rapture, the media even joined in, despite the fact that Brown had refused any possibility of a real contest. It all went well, that is up until October of last year when Gordon’s minions underwent a campaign of briefing journalists, columnists and everyone else who mattered, the election was coming Gordon was going to the country for his mandate. Then in the course of a week, Gordon jetted off to Iraq in the middle of the Conservative Party Conference, everyone knew it was a political move and nobody liked it, George Osborne announced Conservative Party plans for inheritance tax and stamp duty and then D.C. made his pitch to Britain, it was done without notes and was he said “just him”. The polls began to move away from Labour for the first time since the summer when the new occupant of No.10 came in and then Gordon went on the Andy Marr show and said that he was not calling an election. THAT was the final nail in his coffin, Brown has been a walking dead man ever since, primarily because nobody believes him, but it is in fact worse than that, it is not only that nobody believes him it’s that he was meant to be the change, suddenly he is front and centre lying to the British people, the British people who he had told he had “listened to and learnt from”. This phrase has been popped out by the P.M. every time the Government or more specifically he has got into trouble. What has given the Labour movement an air of death however was not this, Labour as a party could have recovered, it has been the slow deteriation of the national economy and the advent of Northern Rock, the rocketing food and fuel prices and the Government’s insistence that it isn’t their fault. Of course it is not directly their fault, but the public now want to know why it is that Labour spent so much and saved less than nothing, spending Britain into a massive defieit which is now only getting bigger. The public are having the same issues as Government, they cannot meet their costs, they are having to borrow more and more money to do so. The issue is that where the Government can get loans, many ordinary people cannot. Government can theoretically raise cash through tax, not that this is particularly good idea, but when did that ever stop Labour?

People have for 11 years seen one man as being responsible for the economy, he bloated his image so impressively that it cannot now be shaken, nobody honestly believes that Alastair Darling is running the economy they still see Mr Brown’s hand on the tiller, to use a well worn and awful analogy. Now the assassins are circling Brown, can he survive as his predecessor did up until 2007? I highly doubt it, for several reasons, people disliked Blair for two reasons, he wouldn’t apologise for Iraq and they were bored of him. The Colgate kid had become the norm and they, as the public always do, wanted something new, they didn’t get it. What they got was more of the same, … no that’s wrong, Blair would I do not think have ever allowed things to get to this point, either he would have done something or said “goodbye” and handed it over to his mortal enemy, oh sorry yes that is what he did do. Brown has been with us for 11 years, many trusted him, somewhat foolishly after raiding the pension funds, introducing tax after tax, borrowing more and more and still selling “prudence”, he is old and his ideas are old, he cannot relaunch because he has nothing to relaunch. So, what now?

Well this man (above) for some reason unbeknownst to me wants his job, he all but said so yesterday on Radio 2, I know I heard him. The question is though, WHY? Is he stark raving mad or does he think he actually has a snowball in hell’s chance of turning this thing around. Surely the best he could do would be to stop the Conservatives from completely demolishing Labour, giving him a chance at 2014/15. I’m not sure he could even do this to be honest, by going on a cutting out expedition against Brown and his allies he would aleinate a good proportion of the Parliamentary Labour Party and the Constituency Labour Party, even those who don’t like Brown so much, such as Bob Marshall Andrews wouldn’t wear it. Milibands venture could, if successful (in one degree of the word) cause a complete split in a national party, the likes of which we haven’t seen since probably Joe Chamberlain left the Liberals over 100 years ago. Doubtless the media wil build the whole thing up, because there is nothing more than the media like than a political civil war, they revelled in mid 1990′s Tory rebellions and attempted coup’s, whether the British people with wear it is another matter, this entire episode, whether successful or not could see a total national break from Labour and the destruction of them at the hands of not only the Tories next time round, but also the LibDems, and I will say this much, I would much rather have Labour as our main opposition than that set of bastards.

Something

Asleep on the road from London to Leeds

Mr Chris Wales Asleep on the road from London to Leeds

As it has been a good few days (or weeks) since I blogged I thought I should put something up.

I am not entirely sure what to write as life has been fairly boring since I returned from Haltemprice and Howden, however, I did have two old friends, Chris Wales and his lovely other half Nina Rosen, over for dinner this evening where we talked about politics, ambitions and the folly of self importance. Chris is a dear friend of mine, he is probably one of the first people I met in Conservative Future and although he is slightly arrogant he is a genuinely fantastic chap. We talked about mutual friends and what they were doing now, we talked about our ambitions in life and what we like to make of ourselves, we spoke of the fact I am on course to lose £500.00 at the next general election, in a bet I made with him shortly after David Cameron was elected leader (I bet that it would either be a Tory loss or a hung Parliament, thanks Gordon).

Perhaps most importantly we talked about a row we had last year, we were able to laugh about it, the pure stupidity of student politics and the way that we really do sometimes believe we are greater figures than we are. I apologized for acting like a total ass and I believe he accepted my apology.

Anyway I am slightly tipsy, after half a bottle of red, near all a bottle of Champagne and a couple of whiskeys I have nowhere near the alcohol tollerence I once did. This I believe is something I can work on. That at least is something.

Home again

Well I am home, I got back at 5.30 this afternoon after 15 days in Haltemprice and Howden working for David Davis. Was it worth it you ask? Absolutely. I still believe what he did was the right thing and on top of that I have met some superb people whom I shall stay in contact with. I was billetted with several local party members over the course of the two weeks and will be writing to them to express my thanks, everyone was so welcoming and understanding (after a 12 or 13 hour day political conversation isn’t always top of the list for evening activities).

As I did not have a ticket for the count I managed to get in the back door, I was able to stay undetected for about 20 minutes until the security got wind of the fact a few people had found another way in and soon threw us out. The viewing gallery was just that, in that there was no sound what-so-ever. Evidently when they picked the local sports centre they didnt take into account that the parties may have people there who couldn’t get into the count and may actually want to hear the speeches. We therefore ended up going in force to stand in the main doorway to listen and plainly refusing to move when the little Corporal on the door tried to move us on. It helped that we had a 6ft 5 local councilor who is built like a brick shit house backing our corner, Cllr. Paul Robinson (find a link to his blog on the right) was spot on with his response.

Following the count we went back to the Wilerby office for drinks and then walked back to our billetts in Kirk Ella. After about 4 hours sleep we got up packed up, cleaned up and went for an early lunch at Prezz’s favourite Chinese restraunt Mr Chu’s in hull,from there it was homeward bound (by the way a big thankyou to Pete who got the bill, very good of you, especially after our heated debate at the after count party). When I got back to Leeds there was an awful moment where I thought I had lost my ticket but on finding it I went for a quick pint in the Scarborough and then it was home to get changed for Mum and Dad’s anniversary dinner… A long two weeks. But thoroughly enjoyable!

Hello from Haltemprice and Howden, well what a couple of days it has been! The campaigning has been relentless and amazing. We have today had Iain Duncan Smith, Chris Grayling and Jeremy Hunt up from London for a full day of campaigning. CF have been hitting the ground running again delivering thousands of leaflets and making sure that the public are totally aware of the campaign and the issues at stake. We have had brilliant feedback for David, with people who have previously voted LibDem and Labour now coming out for David in his campaign against the Governments neglect of our civil liberties.

On our travels we have also seen the “Socialist Equality Party”, yet another splinter Socialist group who tried to convert a number of us to their strange ways and interesting views. After this interesting event a good pub lunch was had and then we were on our way again in the hot summer’s day which has helped us so much today, another two boxes done and it was time for a coke and sit down.

Messyrs Duncan-Smith, Grayling and Hunt headed back to London-town this evening; tanned and slightly worn out after a full day of it, but I think it would be fair to say fairly pleased with a hard days work. It was great to see them and it is going to be an exciting week as we see more front line Tory MP’s come to support D.D. in this campaign.

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